Not much to report. Much going on in my head, but I don't want to drag others down.

CW: 160.6

Total WL: 24 lbs.

Have not eaten more than 2 bites of food per day for over a week. Back went out and it hurts to eat, so I don't.

I finally got more of my GNC stuff. Took it yesterday, and am already down another 2.2 pounds since yesterday. I stalled a little while not taking it, not much though. I also started my cycle, so I didn't think I'd lose anything at all...much to my surprise....I dropped more weight since yesterday. Lost a pound just since waking this morning....fluids of course.

I'm stressed because there's so much going on this week. My MIL will be here tomorrow. I'm so EXCITED about that! Isaac's bday party is coming up on Saturday, I need to get the house CLEAN, but my body hurts so bad. My neck and back are out of alignment again. We don't have a lot of money to be running to the chiro every time it goes out, but I don't know how much longer I can take the pain.One spot snapped in my back that is responsible for the nerves going to my stomach. I can't eat much because my stomach hurts if I do. I don't care that I can't eat....but do care its effecting my ability to deal with everything here, including the kids.

I spent the last 2-3 nights in tears. I have so much inner turmoil going on inside me....I don't know what to do. I'd elaborate, but at the risk of being judged....I prefer not to. I simply need prayer for wisdom on handling situations right now.

Weight is down again, finally. Slowly but surely. I saw a video of myself recently.......I was so disgusted with what I saw in the video. Needless to say, There's work to be done!

This week my baby nephew will be with me. I plan to walk after he leaves. I'll be cleaning house a lot too now that kids are back in school. Hopefully I can workout again soon too.....when these crazy weeks slow down!

I'm finally back into most of my 10's. I was at 167.2 this morning. Still losing...... I've been pretty busy today going through clothing. Some pants I gave to Cheyanne. She's 10, 5'2" tall and is so curvy, she needs a woman's size 6/7 jeans! This girl has a J-Lo butt, and the curviest hips you'd ever see on a 10 yr old! UGH!

She's now able to wear some of my 'old' skinny clothing. She still has a super tiny waist, which makes finding clothing that fits her.....hard to do.

She had a lot of fun going through my old skinny clothing, and shoes of course. She's a size 10.5 in women's shoes, and I am a size 11 shoe. She can't wait to wear my heels. LOL

I'm finally past the 15 pound loss mark. Its feeling pretty awesome! I'm wearing clothing I've not fit into since October! I'm still on my menstrual cycle, but losing weight daily. I'm quite eager to see what my finally loss will be once its over, and the water weight is gone.

Hubby is on the road, so for now he can't say anything about the loss. I have dresses that will now need to be taken in, and others I will finally be able to wear again.......or wear for the FIRST TIME, as I continue to lose the weight. Those dresses are size 6 that I am able to wear again.....the other dress is a size 8 and fits lose everywhere now. *sigh* At least there's a seamstress a city or 2 away that can fix them for me.

I'm glad I won't be picking kids up from school this year, looking like the 'fat mom'. Sounds bad......but I hated running into people this past summer in the stores, because they saw me last...I was in the 140-150's.....then they saw me this summer and I was 184! Disgusting!!! I couldn't take it anymore.

The stuff from GNC suppresses my appetite, the adrenal stuff my chiro gave me also has been causing weight loss. When adrenals are messed up, people can put on weight. Since Ive been taking both, the weight loss is nuts! I'm very happy!!!

Finally back into the 160's today. I've not seen a number this low since October or November of 2010. I intend to keep this up.....however the new dresses I bought will need to be taken in thanks to the loss.

I'm certain tomorrow I'll be down at least another pound. I've been busy, only eaten neg cal foods and some almonds thus far. Loading up on water too.... Can't wait to see my weight once I'm done with my stupid cycle! I can't remember when I lost weight during my cycle like this before. Pretty wild.

Weighed in & lost another 1.6 lbs since yesterday morning. I was retaining water due to my menstrual cycle. I took a water pill, got rid of the water & also had some tea to make me go.....um.......you know. I hadn't gone in a few days, so the tea helped clean me out. I've not seen this weight since November of 2010. I'm a smiling lady today, as I know tomorrow I will officially be in the 160's if all goes well today.

BMI charts state that heights of 5'10" for a woman.......the 'healthy' weight should be between 147-172 lbs. I am no longer considered 'over weight' at this time.

Considering I'm still dealing with my cycle....I'm guessing as usual, when all is done.......I'll be down a minimum of at least another 2-5lbs.

I chose not to weigh in for a few days, as I knew my weight would be up. I had junk foods the day we went out on the boat, so I feared the worst.

Today I finally braved the scale, bracing myself for the damage I had done those 2-3 days of not keeping track of food intake.

I was shocked to see the scale had actually gone down! I was back up to 177ish before those 3 days of bad eating...thought for SURE I'd be pushing or had reached 180's.

To my astonishment......I was down to 174.8! I thought my weight would be up, because I had eaten poorly, AND not had a BM in 2-3 days. TMI-I know.....but facts are facts.

I drank special tea to clean me out, hopefully it will take effect SOON. I'm interested to see what the final will be once my intestines get "cleaned out" completely.

9.8 lb loss in 15 days is okay with me. Most people don't lose more than 10 in an entire MONTH, so....my losing almost 10 in 15 days.....? Totally OKAY with me!

Its not a huge loss, but enough to make me smile a little more as I shed 1.2 lbs since yesterday morning.

This brings my TOTAL WEIGHT LOSS to : 8.2 lbs in 11 days.

I'm alright with that. Despite the 2 day stall, I'm doing pretty well...especially for my age & lifestyle. I might rev it up a bit more & workout with my 5 (almost 6) year old.

He's a great workout buddy. lol He always wants to do something physical......running, jumping, swimming, gardening.....even workout using an exercise video. LOL He's awesome.

His favorite thing to do is LIFT WEIGHTS with his dad. haha Since hubby is gone, he doesn't get to do that though. I'll make it up to him by working out with him instead.

I'll need to get into the chiro before I actually do anything physical though. My head is killing me again. Massive headaches, neck hurts, hips hurt....scoliosis SUCKS donkey butt! lol

UNTIL then.....its Alieve for me I suppose.

My weight went back down but I'm still .2 of a lb from where I was 2 days ago. No worries though. I'll get there.

Hubby's suppose to be home tonight around 4ish. I'm hoping he doesn't jump my case for dropping 7 lbs since he left. Technically it was 7 lbs this last week...he's been gone 2-3 weeks. If he does start in, I'll be sure he knows I've cut out junk food & even my fav. drink to get here, so  hopefully he'll lay off. I'm not being bad about it. I'm eating neg. cal foods, doing lots of exercise around the house, from gardening,  mowing with the push mower, laundry....I'm constantly on the MOVE! He should be happy about that.

The weight gain started when I didn't go to a chiropractor 8 months. I didn't go because my chiro (& best guy friend) moved up state to open a practice there. I didn't trust any other doctors, so I suffered so much, that I could barely walk. My 31st birthday was spent with me in tears, barely able to stand up straight, with a severe migraine. It was the FIRST birthday my hubby's ever been home for in the 8 years we've been together, and it was spent with me hurting so bad, he had to rub my back for me because I had a muscle spasm. He worked on me for 30 minutes or more. It hurt so bad, all I could do is fight back tears as he worked on me.

Long story short, I gained weight. I could no longer walk 26+ miles a week to keep off the weight...I was lucky if I could walk from my bedroom upstairs, to the kitchen downstairs.

I have a new chiro now. She's amazing & so sweet. She worked on me relentlessly trying to straighten me out again. I need to go back though. I missed a week, and I can feel it from my neck to my ankle. I'm in a lot of pain again. I know the c-3 shifted again, as did the atlas in my neck. My hips also hurt again, which causes ankle &/or knee pain.

Anyway......I'm hoping if I drink some tea to go to the bathroom (yes I still have issues going....ana screwed that up a long time ago) I can drop the weight a bit more. It seems drinking the shakes and neg cals, doesn't generate a lot of excess waste. My body seems to burn it up instead....? Is that possible? Not sure. Either way, I drink the tea if I haven't gone in a day or 2...or if I want to aid in a little extra loss. I try to stay away from the pill laxies now. I abused those so bad in the past, I was taking 10 or more a day to ensure I'd go.......even if I had not eaten anything.

In other news....we had some HORRIBLE storms rip through here at 3 a.m. It was so bad, the roof of my parents pole barn was ripped off, and the fields beside their house have twisted weeds with a path going through it!!!! I have pics, will post when I get more time.