Dropped since yesterday. Weight was up because I forced myself to eat. No more. Im done. Was up to 159.8, today down to 158 while on my cycle. Hubbys pushing me to my breaking point...

The stress is too much....down again....

Stress & ana are knocking my weight down quickly...

Another lb down from 10:00p.m. Last night.
Keep pushing me, hubby, you're helping ana daily now.... You shouldn't have poked fun when you DID finally see me eat.... Now, I fast the rest of the time you're home....

Hubby came home & told me hes on vacation for not one week, but two! Ugh, this is going to be interesting...*sigh*

Dear husband...today you pushed me over the edge...to a point of no return. Ana, I've missed you. Welcome back....

I have not weighed in for a couple days, as I've been eating again. Today before my noonish shower, I decided to stand on the scale...expecting the worst. I thought it was up for sure. I've not had a bm in 2-3 days (thanks to my dislocated tailbone), then I drank half a large glass of water. Oddly enough, with all that...I'm down 1.4 lbs from where I was last weigh in. YAY!!!

No weigh in. Been super busy getting school stuff around, harvesting the melons, cukes, & tomatoes from the garden. Made salsa with my mom & daughter Saturday. We had fun.

Dropping again finally, but not fast enough...C had a well child visit Friday. She's 5'4.5" tall & 139.2lbs I look at her & realize how sick I must have looked being 5'10" & 142lbs. She looks little to me. It wont be long & we'll be the same weight at the rate we're going. Shes only 11yrs almost 9 months. Crazy.

Not a morsel has touched my lips since yesterday at 4ish. Not really hungry, but hubby noticed I've not been eating. He offered me food while we were on the boat. I declined & walked away. Hes stressing me out & said not one nice thing to me. Keep it up dear, you're fueling the FIRE...