September 14, 2011
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22 down......162.6 lbs 12.6 to go...or more...
I finally got more of my GNC stuff. Took it yesterday, and am already down another 2.2 pounds since yesterday.
I stalled a little while not taking it, not much though. I also started my cycle, so I didn't think I'd lose anything at all...much to my surprise....I dropped more weight since yesterday. Lost a pound just since waking this morning....fluids of course.
I'm stressed because there's so much going on this week. My MIL will be here tomorrow. I'm so EXCITED about that! Isaac's bday party is coming up on Saturday, I need to get the house CLEAN, but my body hurts so bad. My neck and back are out of alignment again. We don't have a lot of money to be running to the chiro every time it goes out, but I don't know how much longer I can take the pain.One spot snapped in my back that is responsible for the nerves going to my stomach. I can't eat much because my stomach hurts if I do. I don't care that I can't eat....but do care its effecting my ability to deal with everything here, including the kids.
I spent the last 2-3 nights in tears. I have so much inner turmoil going on inside me....I don't know what to do. I'd elaborate, but at the risk of being judged....I prefer not to. I simply need prayer for wisdom on handling situations right now.
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you know i'd never judge you, you can always email me if you need to on here or fb <3 congrats on the loss!! but that really stinking sucks about your back
as much as you go you dont get a 'get 5 back adjustments and get one free' card or something?
chin up, it will get better....and def email me to talk eh? <3
J
You are always in my prayers....
Glad your GNC stuff is working for you. Sorry that your back/neck are giving you so much trouble. Have you tried a different chiro? I know someone who went to one and they wanted them to come back all the time forever, so he went to a different one and they only took 3-4 treatments and he's never had a problem since or had to go back again, and that was like a decade ago.
I hope your stress settles down for you soon. Happy B-Day Isaac!
Queenie
Hey you.
Sorry - I've been doing my disappearing act again!
I've resigned from my job, extendedmy study and have been madly trying to figure out how to keep paying my rent & bills now that i've whipped the rug out from under myself. Also dealing with a very good friends drug/alcohol relapse which has included suicide attempts in the past...so life has felt somewhat draining.
I haven't had a chance to read up on how you've been, but wanted to say hello and that i'm thinking of you.
xj
@MissPenny - No worries. I've been mia too lately. Keeping busy with family. Sorry to hear about your friend. The best solution is talk them into rehab.
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